May 26th, 2013 - Day 6
While it is the end of the
week, I would like to reflect on our Tuesday night group reflection.
I think it’s safe to say that Tuesday night was a very
emotional night for all of us. But while it was full of tears, walls between
all of us and our past slowly came crumbling down.
Some of the things I said I have never admitted to myself,
much less anyone else; in particular what was said about my dad. I’ve always
had a rough relationship with my dad, but I hadn’t realized how much it had escalated.
The moment I said that I resent my dad for the things he
did, I felt at such peace. I always say that you have to go back to go forward,
and I believe that even more now.
Braul talks about his demons that he’s facing and after
some thought, I realize I’m facing with my own personal demons.
The past 9 years have been rough but overall, I realize
how extremely blessed I am. My parents don’t always get it right but after this
week and hearing the stories I have, I understand why they do something. I
understand why my dad doesn’t come home sometimes. It’s s that we are never
homeless again.
So after much prayer and seeking God, I have decided that
I’m going to dedicate all my energy and resources to making my town into a
better and homeless welcoming place.
